Could it be anymore BEAUTIFUL out today? (hint: the answer is - no, it couldn�t) Like, seriously, people. I love San Diego. I was seriously dragging this morning, despite my many shots of espresso, and I just couldn�t figure out why. Then I drank a few bottles of water, and aaahhhhhh. Sweet hydration. I feel fabulous and then some.

I don�t really have much on my mind today, other than the nagging realization that I haven�t written in my personal journal at home in over a few weeks. I hate that. That journal keeps me honest with myself, and if I haven�t written in a few weeks, where the hell is my head at on a personal level? Hmm? What�s going on with ME? Things I like to ponder.

But fuck me for now (hee hee), there�s just still so much going on AROUND me to keep my mind occupied. I mean in the world, of course. Did you know they may start requiring permits for door to door annoyers? From Jehovah�s witnesses (those poor, lost people) to kids selling candy, from salespeople to politicians who want grass-roots handshakes to help in their campaigns. I think that�s a good idea. I hate being bothered by people. It only happens when I�m down at my mother�s house, for she lives in a residential area. They don�t bother me much with a phone-up security door, that�s for sure. I feel guilty when I don�t answer the door, but if I do, I feel resentful and the sudden obligation to either be the one nice person this annoyer encounters, or stop them in their tracks to save the neighbors from the same fate. Damned if you do, damned if you don�t. I�m telling you, if this thing passes and spreads to our area, I am SO going to ask for permits upon opening the door.

It is the official opinion of Barbarella (for now) that Mormons and Jehovah�s witnesses, even Christians on a mission to �save�, be restricted to their churches when it comes to �sharing the word.� There should be a �don�t speak unless spoken to� ordinance for all religions. Meaning, unless I ask, chances are I just don�t care to know. And you�re going to HAVE to be okay with that. Or else I�m serving you a fine that you can pay out of your tithing.

-Barbarella

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