I am in EXCELLENT spirits. Trying not to have caffeine, Iím worried I might have some sort of addiction to it, so weíll see. If I get a raging headache this afternoon, Iíll know for sure. For now, Iím fine, even energetic!
Thereís just so MUCH happening! So MUCH with My manís work and budding business, his ongoing stresses and his knack for adding more to his plate, in case the load is getting too light. A man who likes projects and work, with a woman who loves to distract people from just that. Hee hee. So MUCH with moving, no, weíre STILL not done. Tonight after work, Dad and I will cart up some more junk, and Iím seriously bringing in the hefty bags. Shitís gotsa GO! Two pack-rats moving is a tragic situation. I spend most of my time at home going through all of my stuff, drunk on nostalgia, inebriated with good feelings for all of those things that I treasure, pink elephants floating by, and before I know it, hours have passed. Self-discipline is nearly impossible when I am faced with my thoughts and memories. I just want to get lost in my head at those times, drift away with a net and try to capture, hold and stroke every cloud of memory I see.
Basically, I suck at moving. So does my father. Hence, itís been almost two months since we got the new place, and weíre only halfway there. Unpacking, my god, I canít even think about that now! So MUCH!
So MUCH with school and work, filling in the rest of my time and energy. So MUCH with so MANY things to do these next few weeks! THREE birthday celebrations, gallery opening, wine tasting, parties and more. Iím so excited to get back in the social scene for a few weeks, I feel like Iíve been on retreat.
So there you have it. Thereís a lot going on in my life, very busy, very full, sometimes I just want to take a break and sit one out. Write in my journal (still havenít done that), gain a little ground. Hang out with my cats and sing along to one of my girly CDs. Spend a day under the covers with M.s., laughing and fondling. Vacation is not that far away, weíll get there. For now, I must say, having so much to do and doing so much DOES keep me energized. Even without caffeine.